User:Chchcheckit

if it wasn't obvious enough by now:
[…] WAKE UP! [...]

WIKIPEDIA: teaching the controversy[nb 1] of Chchcheckit since July 13, 2021

Adeline, born (2003-09-18) September 18, 2003 (age 22), also known by their dumbass Beastie Boys reference Wikipedia handle Chchcheckit, is a wikipedia editor and fucking idiot[nb 2] from le isles of britan. She/They mainly writes about rock, pop, metal, rap music and whatnot, when they feel like it. They have ADHD/Autism (anyone who uses "aspergers" against you is trying to control you + diminish how you feel about living with autism. ok thats me-specific but) and find editing/writing to be a chaotic/neurotic process, but usually gets there. (people tell me i am too critical; i internalized my external oppression systems). at some point in the last 3 or so years my self-evaluation neuroticism has made me afraid of failure and learning, which is not to say i don't (that would be ignorant) but i kinda shoot myself in the foot a lot in the process of banging my head against the wall (tropic house cannot save you here). ultimately i want to improve and understand myself i guess but grinding myself into nothingness only makes me jaded and cynical, in turn affecting how i perceive and judge the things im writing about and often leads to worse writing, so i try to avoid that. I need to meet more people and expand thine worldview.

it's not burnout it's supposed inevitability that hurts more. constantly fighting it takes more than doing one thing exclusively


"What you do not question, you will never challenge" — Chchcheckit

"Trust no one, not even yourself" — Chchcheckit (apparently)


WORKINONIT, or: current projects

THE STATE OF THE... THINGS a.k.a. PROJECTS
Kittie studio albums (8/8) +1
  • +1: Spit. 3 y e a r s , 2 m o n t h s + c o u n t i n g . (i hate myself)
Good Article nominees In Progress:
  • N/A

Awaiting review:

  • N/A
Workem Progresso ACTIVELY(?) WORKING

BACKBACKBURNER (i.e. you should finish what you started)

Et cetera
  • i'd like to chill tf out

"inspired by WHAT. my gals."
moving from the tragedy of the commons to the tragedy of the nuance
the 2026 me hates the 2024 me, the 2027 me will hate the 2025 me, and so on henceforth
VISIBILITY MEANS NOTHING IF YOU DONT TRULY EVALUATE/ENGAGE WITH THE ART/IST

you should read: Pearson, Tanya (2025). Pretend We're Dead: The Rise, Fall, and Resurrection of Women in Rock in the '90s. Grand Central Publishing. ISBN 9780306833397.
also read: Schlink, Bernhard (2009). Guilt about the Past. University of Queensland Press. ISBN 9781905636778.
"lyrics about love killing u inside!!! aaa" (referring to this)


This user has written 42 good articles on Wikipedia.
This user has reviewed 34.5 Good Article nominations on Wikipedia.
This user is autistic + ADHD.
This user is a participant in
WikiProject Women in music.
As a Wikipedia editor, I understand that my goal is the destruction of my purpose.

epilouge...

In erecting a press exclusion zone around themselves, Huggy Bear have split their personality. To decipher their ideas now involves wrestling with a tangle of comment, a media Frankenstein of opinion, hearsay and rumour, where the often misguided idealism of journalistic supporters meets the disinformation of their opponents. [...] Huggy Bear are important, but it's not their form and not their content that makes them so. Continually shuffling instruments and roles, the fluidity of their structure contrasts heavily with the coherence of the personal experiences voiced in their music. It's this free trade in band dynamics that's ultimately more radical than any sabre wielding song.

— Susan Masters, The Wire, November 1994[1]

References

Notes

  1. ^ formerly known as the eternal concussion, Attention Defecit Correction Disorder, "g0r3 h3ll h3ll h3ll",a,a,a,a,a,a,h [sic], regret, and tyranny of words. And "documenting the ever-wracking editorial guilt™". ok so apparently i score really high for depression
  2. ^ i say this not to defer accountability for genuine wrongdoings, but more to call myself out on the perpetuity of me making errors, realising them months later, and getting stuck in a fixloop. you gotta fail in order to learn, but i wanted to say that in a non-pretentious manner. it is frustrating and i'm not going to dress that up lol and i have had too much free time on my hands in the past to the point my "work" takes on more value than it actually would because it is the only thing i "do" in the absence of any other connectivity... not forever hopefully but whatever lol. note to self also: inaction is not a neutral action.

Citations

  1. ^ Masters, Susan (November 1994). "Soundcheck". The Wire. No. 129. p. 55 – via Internet Archive.

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